Shun the Nonbeliever

Me iz Sarzzzy. I'm young at seventeen. My idealism and optimism compel me to have faith in humanity and to view life as magical. Living the best I ever have lived in the Ateneo. Predisposed to becoming a doctor. Free-spirited and unstoppable.

In psychology, this is a severe case of anal expulsive personality. It’s a type of anal fixation. Apparently, Paula has it. 

The room in all its glorious mess while it lasts. 

I’ll miss this. It’s not just mess! It’s called organized mess. I can find anything in the sea of stuff on my desk. Nothing ever gets lost (almost). I always know exactly where to find anything. I’d be more confused if they were in drawers and stacks.

What’s to miss? I can always make new loads of organized mess in my new room, right? 

Our last night together. 

The gravity of it just hit me now. All the familiarity shall cease to exist. We’ll be in a new room, new building, with new roommates. Going to UD didn’t even affect me in the least. I knew I was going to bring the people with me and we’ll make new memories in the new room. But no. We’ll be in different rooms. I’ll miss the laughter every night and all the inside jokes we established. 

Tonight shall be our last night together. Tomorrow, Nicole and I will be leaving the dorm and that’s the last time we’ll all sleep together in a room. It’s freaking saaad. :( Even if our rooms are close to each other, it’s really not the same. 

Now we have to get used to new people and we have to adjust our noise level. That’s like the hardest thing to do. Nicole and I will surely miss our jokes with Marian. :(

University Dorm. The freshmen girls stay in Eliazo; the freshmen guys in Cervini. Well, I guess we’re not freshmen anymore so we have to go to UD where all the other old people upperclassmen are. :( And our room is gonna be broken in half! 

Bulleted. 

• We’re moving out of Eliazo. Goodbye Room 212. Goodbye nights when we can scream and be noisy.
• We finally got our room number for UD. We’re 104. And it’s kind of underground. It’s horrible. 
• What’s worse is that we’re gonna be separated from our roommates, Marian and Pauline! :(( Nicole and I are going to be in 104 with people whom we don’t know (upperclassmen maybe). 
• They should really just tell us at the start of the school year, “Don’t get close to your roommates. We’re just gonna separate you and break your hearts eventually!”
• I am not looking forward to summer. If anything, I dread it. Let the two weeks end. I always feel like I have no permanent address. I live in my uncle’s house in Cainta; in my sister’s house in Cubao; or my mom’s condo in Ermita. They keep tossing me around. I hate it. 
• In any case, I shall have no internet (again) for two weeks. Probably just gonna queue some posts. 
• I just came back from Eastwood with some of my blockmates. Ate dinner at Bigoli’s.
• Bacillus thuringencis. It’s the bacteria that contributes the gene that works as insect repellent when inserted into genetically modified maize or corn. I’m amused cause I still remember it from yesterday’s Biotechnology talk.
• My body clock is fucked up again. Phooeey.
• If you really think you’re ugly in that picture, then why the fucking hell post it?! FISHER.

best episode everrr

Beautiful sunrise. One of the sweetest yet most underrated luxuries. How many times does one get to witness the sunrise? You’re all mostly asleep at this time of day, or preparing for school. When was the last time you got to sit? Sit and just look at the sky as pink shades wash over hues of blue and watch the blinding light as it seizes the sky into a new day?

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All This Time - One Republic

All this time we were waiting for each other
All this time I was waiting for you
We got all these words, can’t waste them on another
So I’m straight in a straight line running back to you

BEST SONG EVER